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I wrote you a poem the other day
'Cause there were some things I needed to say
And after all was said,
After I explained why I did what I did,
I still felt empty -
There was something more left unsaid within me.
I said then how I was too selfish,
How I could only take and never really give,
But can you believe that I could be even more selfish than that
Because now I actually want you back
'Cause I still love you so much I can't stand it
And, although I'm the one who ended it,
There's no denying how I feel -
Without you I just can't deal -
You're all I want, you're all I need,
So I'm begging you, please come back to me!
'Cause there were some things I needed to say
And after all was said,
After I explained why I did what I did,
I still felt empty -
There was something more left unsaid within me.
I said then how I was too selfish,
How I could only take and never really give,
But can you believe that I could be even more selfish than that
Because now I actually want you back
'Cause I still love you so much I can't stand it
And, although I'm the one who ended it,
There's no denying how I feel -
Without you I just can't deal -
You're all I want, you're all I need,
So I'm begging you, please come back to me!
Literature
Schizophrenia
I hate you.
I'm lying to myself.
I wish you were dead.
You'll never be dead to me.
You're awful, and terrible, and selfish, and mean.
I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.
And after this, I'll never write for (about) you again.
Just thinking of you brings me inspiration.
Wishing we had never met, I'll curse my heart and yours until they blacken (your's already is).
Pretending, you do not..
exist, I will move on.
Our dalliance is over,
our friend(court)ship complete.
Never again, will I think of you, oh darling.
My heart beats fast at the mention of your name..
and not having you makes me wish
I were dead.
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Literature
Schizophrenia
I see them
They talk to me all the time
They tell me things
Sometimes they tell me to hurt people
People I love
People I hate
Usually a little girl visits me
Though she never grows older
She plays jacks in the living room
It constantly distracts me
My wife can't see them
And I know she thinks I'm insane
She threatens to take the baby and leave
I try to make things better so she won't
I love her too much
The people who visit me tell me the government is plotting against me
That they have put a microchip in my arm
I've tried to dig it out but can never find it
I can't stop them from coming
I want them to leave
But they won
Literature
Schizophrenia
In a crazed panic her hair tossed
Left then right,
As she looked around the empty street.
Empty? No, no.
In her mind there where hundreds
Of dark looming figures surrounding her.
She was trapped amidst the dark imagination she had.
They let out an ear shattering cry of attack,
And she fell to the ground
Clasping her ears shut.
From the outside she appeared to be committing suicide,
But from within it was all involuntary.
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This is the third poem I wrote about my ex... I guess you could call it a sequel to "Explanation", which is kind of a sequel to "A Little Love Poem", so I suppose it's a trilogy?
Well...after I wrote "Explanation", I still felt selfish because deep down I still loved the guy and I still wanted him back. So I wrote this a couple of days after "Explanation" but I never read it to him because even though I know he'd come back to me, I'd feel so bad. See...I can be selfish in a poem, but I just don't have the heart to be so selfish as to actually ask for him back after I ended it.
Well...after I wrote "Explanation", I still felt selfish because deep down I still loved the guy and I still wanted him back. So I wrote this a couple of days after "Explanation" but I never read it to him because even though I know he'd come back to me, I'd feel so bad. See...I can be selfish in a poem, but I just don't have the heart to be so selfish as to actually ask for him back after I ended it.
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